The Presence, Around Us



Well, Okay so my link to my doterra site is a little messed up. I am going to have to fix or play with the site again.

Today has not been a good day,, I am still suffering from delayed grief of my son Drew. But, that is Okay. I need to work a little harder on keeping busy and keeping my mind and hands doing something. 

Have you ever awakened in the mist of the morning, and feel a presence is around you? That is what happened to me this morning. It was a real experience. I don't know, maybe I way dreaming but I felt Drew's spirit around me really strong, I feel he is sad because he knew I was right about that car being to much for him, to fast and to powerful. I should have demanded he trade cars with me. His car was a Camaro with eight cylinder power. Something older people cruise around in on Sunday to show it off. I can wish an hope and make a million should haves and could haves, but that is not going to bring him back is it ? I feel I am coming out on the rear end of my grief, but going to some meetings with other parents who have lost their children might be a good idea for me right now.

Anyway, on a more happier note, I want to talk about life in general. Why it is easier for some and not for others. Is it fate, is it the way we were born? God said He knew us before we were born. He knew our destiny, so with that being said He knew the outcome of our lives and what is going to happen. Of course, I believe we can change that course of our lives if we have the ability to be aware of our surroundings and be more perceptible of what is to come. I know some do not have the ability to be palbable. To be able to sense what is to come before it happens. Well, to my surprise, that kind of perception runs in our family. My mom used to scare me, she could tell when company was coming, and I am talking company from out of state. As I grew older, I began to acquire the same knack she did when it came to perception. What a weird feeling. I came to understand to be still and be
I will have you in my heart forever.
 quiet, let your inner thoughts and feelings take over. Let God take over. It works, I think He can give you any gift you desire if you just be quiet and listen.

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